the weather was so weird earlier.  moody, to say the least.  one minute the sun was out with clear skies and the next minute the sky was dark gray with snow spreading through the air. then the sun came back out.  and then the wind would howl loudly. and then the sky would become gray, again.  and then  snow would fall.  blizzard like.  it was creepy.  what the hell was going on? i had no idea what that was all about, but skye and i wasn’t going outside to find out.  so i sat on my computer majority of the day, researching, planning, and creating memories for my birthday.  i couldn’t stop peeking out the window, though, in disbelief of the weather.  it was two-faced. happy and sad. ying and yang.  polar opposites.  is this how i look when i am having my mood swings? going off.  acting crazy.  wow. that shit ain’t cute.  that shit ain’t cool.  i gotta chill.  i gotta do better.
[These are my open notes that I’ve hidden from the world. Over the next month, I am making them public until my birthday on April 14th.]