hmmmmm. tonight. did I love it? did I just like it? i went with the flow. I felt the energy and gave the same. i wondered, should i say something again. the thing that scratched my nerve for so long, i just let it be. don’t get it twisted, i badly wanted too. but for some reason, i couldn’t get myself to the point to address any issue. was i scared? hell nah. i’m still confrontational. at the moment, it just wasn’t worth it. i guess i’m growing. let it go. i’m picking and choosing my battles.
[These are my open notes that I’ve hidden from the world. Over the next month, I am making them public until my birthday on April 14th.]